​jester

[Verse 1]
Uh, call up my jesters again, "I been better", I said
I tell lies, do you mind?
You've been living in a trench, said, "I'll do my best"
Tell you you're fine, I'm not yours and you're not mine
You don't mind the X's on my hands
I'm barely a man at all, I'll play the role
I don't blame you, no offence, I need a mender

[Chorus]
I can't forfeit, got a bad idea, I'ma act on it
Honestly, I don't want this
Please don't trust me with any choices
There's nothing in my head
I cut my losses, I enjoyed it in the moment
Yeah, honestly, I don't want this
Please don't trust mе with any choices
There's nothing in my hеad

[Verse 2]
Don't conversate, I'm afraid I have wet eyes
Do you mind?
I've met my fate, you can't keep me safe, that's fine
Thank you for the X and your time
Don't know why they envy me, they don't know the half of it
Why am I your everything? Waiting to be suffering
How do you make an enemy? Guess you've got a few now
All of you are testing me, so I close my mouth

[Chorus]
I can't forfeit, got a bad idea, I'ma act on it
Honestly, I don't want this
Please don't trust me with any choices
There's nothing in my head
I cut my losses, I enjoyed it in the moment
Yeah, honestly, I don't want this
Please don't trust me with any choices
There's nothing in my head