Wash Away

[Verse 1]
I wanna love that I can feel in my soul, my soul
I wanna win with him and not be alone again, again
[?] that I must decide what's best for my life
These games I play like Russian roulette
That bullet's so close to my dome
And I pray this heart of mine
Hope it don't put me in the grave
I'ma [?] anyway
Don't make this heart of mine, this heart of mine
Hope it don't put me in the grave