Praying

Look
Imma let it go
Cause my heart is getting cold so much hatred built up inside i think i might explode
And my heart is like a whole and it's getting so black
Sucking up all of the light and not giving none back
Growing up in a time when it is ok to be black
But if your black with a hat you get some rounds to ya back
And it comes from the boys in blue you know the ones who Protect
But the only thing that they do is really hunt and attack
And if you think that it's bad well it gets even worse
How does it feel to see another black man in a hearse
Damn this world is so cursed
I'm only safe in a verse while i'm writing my pain yea you know I'm sipping on purp
And maybe whipping some work
Because my soul is so cursed
I'm shooting 3s like i'm dirk
You run your mouth you'll get hurt
I'll put you straight in the dirt
Because my 10 toes are down
Just walking around
Not making a sound
Praying for help
These niggas talking i be praying for wealth
My shotgun stalking you'll be praying for health
I left the game on the shelf
Because these bums they can play by themselves
These streets are cold bro look out for yourself
And don't get lost in the wealth
I got the burner i'll make sure they melt
I'm slowly killing myself
I tried to stop it but the pain that i felt
Will leave me lost or in hell
And probably place me in jail
...... Because i'm praying for help