My Life

[Verse 1]

Going through this diary
And talkin ‘bout anxiety
And livin’ with the poverty
Lets take it back to the PA
In the south side of the city
Never pretty
Cops all around
Going for the criminals
Gunshot bop bop
Almost every single night
Can not even sleep tight
Never went outside
Cause of everything around
Making awful sounds
All the sirens are calling to me
Not like Jake Hill
Ambulances everywhere
Always got me scared
Bringing up my fears
Can not even dare
To step out on the streets
Was always the shy kid
Never took a dig
Into it, left the scene
Till I met a friend
In the middle of a class
Sitting on his ass
Tieing up his shoes
I already knew
What’s about to come
Seeing all the fun
Giving me the joy
A fucking blast
From the past
Never last
Had to move away
From my fucking lads
At the end of 7th grade
Life wouldn’t be the same
Soon enough I’ll join the game
And i’m changing up my name
For myself
Is it self-centered
I don’t know
But I had to focus on myself
For the sake of mental health (yeah)

[Hook]
Oh I...
Don’t want to grow...
Don’t know...
Don’t know where to go...
I just want to know...
Where will I go...

[Verse 2]

Moving out the city
Going in the suburbs
Losing all my brothers
And i’m living very wack
Every time I’m home alone
I be making tracks
‘Bout my mind
Feeling insecure
Ever since the 8th grade
Since the incident occurred
Crying over some insult
Getting called a nerd
But i’m fucking proud
Of myself
Becoming a better artist
Making all the hardest
Tracks, now a fuckin’ senior
Saying words like wiener
What the fuck do you mean
I am still a little child
Psychically and Mentally
Now back to the recap
Goin into 2019
February best month I’ve seen
Met blare once again
Last time, five years
Worth the waiting
Now I live the best
Being on the come up
Straight from the underground
Thanks a lot for hearing my story
Of tragedy and sorrow
Through my mixtapes
TAP and CLOUD NINE
Glad you made mine... fun

[Verse 3]

Fun...
Don’t want to grow
I can’t live
With myself
Knowing that
I’ll never become something
I just want to make music
Sharing all this vision inside my head
This was... My life

[Outro]