I wrote this stupid song because idk what to do with myself anymore

[Verse 1: FLOWER CLUB]
Waiting for your notifs on my screen
When will I see you outside my dreams
Floating down the river streams
Everything is not what it seems
My welcome is my overstayed
My access has been delayed
Sleep schedule starts to decay
Eye bags that won't go away
Everything feels like its wrong
So I wrote this stupid song
Think about shit all day long
I'm so sick of being strong

[Chorus 1: FLOWER CLUB]
I don't need to
I don't try to
I can't find you
I can't hide too
I just need you
Please I want you
Do I please you
Can I have you

[Verse 2: FLOWER CLUB]
I can't get out of my head
Constant existential dread
Wishing I would end up dead
Waking up is what I dread
Lately I can't feel a thing
Not a hug or not a sting
I wish I knew you love me
But my heart feels so empty

[Chorus 1: FLOWER CLUB]
I don't need to
I don't try to
I can't find you
I can't hide too
I just need you
Please I want you
Do I please you
Can I have you

I don't need to
I don't try to
I can't find you
I can't hide too
I just need you
Please I want you
Do I please you
Can I have you

[Chorus 2: FLOWER CLUB]
I don't need you
I don't want you
I can't please you
I can't have you

I don't need you
I don't want you
I can't please you
I can't have you

I don't need you
I don't want you
I can't please you
I can't have you

I don't need you
I don't want you
I can't please you
I can't have you

I don't need you
I don't want you
I can't please you
I can't have you

I don't need you
I don't want you
I can't please you
I can't have you

I don't need you
I don't want you
I can't please you
I can't have you

I don't need you
I don't want you
I can't please you
I can't have you

I don't need you
I don't want you
I can't please you
I can't have you

I don't need you
I don't want you
I can't please you
I can't have you

I don't need you
I don't want you
I can't please you
I can't have you