Untitled (Berlin, 05.05.18)

This life's such a mess
Sometimes it seems that all this weight is more than I could stand
My girl cries in despair
Every time I'm away she tries to carry me back
But this could be my turning point, the chance that I've waited so long

And my mom she feels like me
Confined in a city where she cannot sleep
Cause fears wake her at 6:00 and she finds no relief
Thinking about the promise that my dad didn't keep
To stay by her side for the rest of her life
To stay by her side for the rest of her life

So what about me? I got a date in Berlin
Alone with my rage I keep the young man dream
Alone with my rage I keep the vision clear
And nobody's watching me
Soon they will be hearing of me
My demons are hunting me
You just care too much for me

Wake up in the morning, my headphones are blowing
And I'll make the best of my time
Fuck trappers and glory, their golden teeth glowing
'cause I'll will find a way to survive

“Gucci gang, Gucci gang” they don't care
All they got is love for money that you're giving 'em
And it's so sad that we came to this point
Where there's no soul in music so music is void

There's so much anger inside of me [...]