The Grey (4am raps)

[Verse 1]
Put my head down
These people tend to stare too much
Counting all my blessings, thinking bout all the rest and
I kinda hate it how I care too much
But maybe I'm just here to pierce the grey
On every single day, I see the same
All rain on an empty plain
I wasn't born with a sense of community, ay
Been living in a daze which is why I'm so fucking fortunate (Fortunate)
Seems that random cards are dealt
Whatever suit you take, you're born with it
And I'm so bored with this
Acting like there's no issues and life's just orbiting
[The realm?]
[?]
Look at thе rest
Like

Light the bonе, light the bong, light the bowl, lightning
Microphones, smacked yo phone, mic [is sore?], [mic-ed in?]
I'm the boy on the moon, fish in the sky like Pisces
Since time dilated, define greatness
I'll take my time please
Da da da da

[Verse 2]
Who the fuck you think you are?
Look how many chasing these stars
Feel the embrace of it
Are you amazed when you look in the face of a God?
Are you just bored?
[Lord?] watch you get ignored
Don't see it as wrong
Aim for the greed, it's inside of your heart
Maybe you mad but it really just tore us apart
Believe in the same thing, just read a different book
Say God is above us but he isn't far

[Verse 3]
So why is so hard to understand?
Why is nobody else wondering?
Whether this is all real or a dream
I feel like [?] I don't understand
Most songs just came to another man
It's the upper hand and on demand
Do the same fucking things, don't wanna write
You're under light
Well under [?] lives is the shade
Inside of my head I feel like a stranger
Tryna make my way inside of this ship but I don't know what the fuck I be saying
Tryna splash a little bit of color inside all of the [?]

[Outro]
Why you so fucking heinous?
This shit's amazing
Breathtaking
Annihilation
That was a freestyle so fuck you