Beautiful Struggle

[Intro: Tony Moxberg]
This that pain music
Eh

[Verse 1: Styles P]
Where I'm from, you hustle or you hook
They do nothing by the book, when you fucking with a crook
Niggas bust in broad day, like fuck [?] nigga look
Still waters run deep, and these other niggas shook
I know pain, I know hustle, I know struggle, I know bills do
I know what it is when these niggas wanna kill you
And you thought you knew well
But you sitting in the cell, 'cause them niggas gon' tell
And you tryna find your lawyer, like you gon' need a bail
Let me make myself clear
See the angels in my eye, hear the devil in my ear
Got a history of vilants, tryna leave it in the reer
Tryna keep my kicks clean
But the mud is so dirty, and these niggas on lean
All I really want is green, and a big bag of smoke, to flee the motherfucking scene

[Chorus: Tony Moxberg]
I'm from where they hustling, or hooked on drugs
Ones with no heart, will tell you it's all love
Heartless, I'm just living the dream
Still in the mud, tryna keep my kicks clean
Yeah, came a long way
Devil in my ear, telling me the wrong way
Uh, tryna ignore him
But everytime I hang up, he keeps on calling

[Verse 2: Tony Moxberg]
Do it for the suckers and the non believers
And my mom who has cancer, rocking the [?]
Used to be cold nights, like we lived in the freezer
Had to get the block shaking like it's having a seizure
Learning mathamatics, hanging round crack addicts
Stickshift hoopty, riding with automatics
Sorry for my sins, lord, I'm a sinner
Chicken wings and fried rice, every night for dinner
Kept fighting, rolled with every punch
But the bills ain't been paid for the last three months
Damn, everything's passed due
So don't say I'm showing off when you see me flash jewls
Far from cocky, I'm just happy
Thought they'd clap for me, instead they clapped me
Came from the bottom, get it by any means
Life was a nightmare, ain't have too many dreams

[Chorus: Tony Moxberg]
I'm from where they hustling, or hooked on drugs
Ones with no heart, will tell you it's all love
Heartless, I'm just living the dream
Still in the mud, tryna keep my kicks clean
Yeah, came a long way
Devil in my ear, telling me the wrong way
Uh, tryna ignore him
But everytime I hang up, he keeps on calling

[Verse 3: Jadakiss]
Streets don't love you, but niggas fall in love with them
Rich and unhappy, broke and you struggling
Figuring it out is the challenge, it's all puzzling
Good vs evil the balance, the lord's covering
Yeah, the game is too commertial
You hit the cinnimax with pain, it's universal
They just wanna Google your name, it's cool to search you
If used the wrong way, the fame is due to hurt you
Uh, now you finally on the map
First the devil was on your shoulder, but now he on your back
Got you losing your mind, you forgot about the cap
Yeah you doing your numbers, but you forgot about the stacks
Yeah, better get your healing
When you coming from the bottom, it's a different feeling
Trust, I used to be a monster before
It's crazy, the crack babies we're responsible for
Damn

[Chorus: Tony Moxberg]
I'm from where they hustling, or hooked on drugs
Ones with no heart, will tell you it's all love
Heartless, I'm just living the dream
Still in the mud, tryna keep my kicks clean
Yeah, came a long way
Devil in my ear, telling me the wrong way
Uh, tryna ignore him
But everytime I hang up, he keeps on calling