Sorry

[Hook:]
Don't tell me that you're sorry when, you ain't thinking of me, no
Don't tell me that you're sorry when, you ain't thinking of me, no

[Verse One:]
But I am sorry, you just don't understand
I fucked up this love when It didn't go as planned
I shouted at you and beat you black and blue
You said it wasn't my fault because I didn't know what to do
So fuck you for making me feel okay
Should've just let the demons take me when they could
But I can't believe your the only one who understood
And you taught me what it was to accept my childhood
You bought a house in this lovely new neighbourhood
You cut the grass, mow the lawn, I picked at you because I was strong
I abused my strength as you cried and tried to get me help
You took me to a new place where I was happy yet I expressed glum
I don't fucking apologise for what I've become
So yeah your right, I'm not fucking sorry
So fuck you and your rights and fuck your whole motherfucking story

[Hook:]
Don't tell me that you're sorry when, you ain't thinking of me, no
Don't tell me that you're sorry when, you ain't thinking of me, no

[Verse Two:]
You left me abandoned once you hung yourself that dreadful night
And I took that as a crime, whatever happened to that fright
You said in your note that it wasn't my fault that I would fight
And how It was my mental health that made this abuse right
You said some heartfelt words that shown me light
And now that you killed yourself am I meant to feel alright?
Because I don't because you left me alone with the kids
The kids I don't know how to raise cos' I was too busy drinking Haze
Getting drunk and beaten up in the nightclubs I went all the time
You know what, maybe I should've listened
God hurry the fuck up and make it rain, I need to fucking drain
I need to drain out all these worries, and plan a funeral the next week
How have I become such a dick, my mind's playing tricks
Please I'm begging on my knees, get me help please!
They turned me away as I walk on this bridge
And now I fall to my death, I hope you get this message
I've always held onto this leverage
But now my broken body is a wreckage
And I'm here in heaven trying to find you
But maybe heaven just isn't true
Now I panic about my kids, as I've left them all alone
Fuck why did I do this before they've even grown
Let me die in hell, I deserve it, the oldest was only seven
And now I fully regret my regrets as I realise fake was just really heaven

[Hook:]
Don't tell me that you're sorry when, you ain't thinking of me, no
Don't tell me that you're sorry when, you ain't thinking of me, no
Don't tell me that you're sorry when, you ain't thinking of me, no
Don't tell me that you're sorry when, you ain't thinking of me, no