Am I? Or Was I? Because I

I spilled my guys last night
Sitting on the steps by the dark and foggy light
I felt just like a man
But then I felt just like a goose
Out there on the chase
Feeling his neck already loose
Am I? or was I?

Because I came on so fresh
That my chloroform congealed
In my heart, cold as a fridge
I felt just like a man
But then I felt just like your dad
Waiting on the couch
Cause you did something so bad
Am I? or was I?

Because I warmed your blood
Like a cunning running bath
But after soap was sud
There wasn't any man
And there wasn't any goose
To be out on the chase feeling his neck already loose
Am I? or was I? because I