Message

I sent you a message, I don’t know if you accepted
I don’t know if you accept it, or if you really want to let it
Sit alone on this cold dark night, sitting alone right inside my mind
Dream about when you were by my side, think about how it wasn't quite right
For some reason I can’t think, for some reason I can't seek
The memories of everything we ever did and ever said and ever pled and ever bled
I feel it dripping down my chest, the feeling that has never left
My empty heart and broken soul, it’s everything I’ve ever sold, got nothing left, I feel so cold
Maybe it’s a message, maybe it’s a lesson
Maybe it’s regression of my heart and my mind, cause I’m hurt and I’m blind to all that I’ve acquired
I learned a lot because of you, I know now what i wouldn’t do
I’d do anything to undo, all the hurt i put you through
I know I can't go back, I know I dont deserve that
I know that all this pain in my heart and my brain are because all the things that I put upon myself
I wish I got the message, but I lost it in the mail, no directions
I’m lost on this trail, no reception or connection, I can't get your message, did you even send it?
I have no recollection, of all the things I said then
I know that I’m not perfect, I know that I’m not worth it
I just wanna know if you heard it
Did you hear my message
Do I need to send it, again?