​lost my mind on the way to myself

[Intro]
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[Verse 1: Kanashi]
I had that dream again last night
It culminates from all this pain I hold inside
And I try to hold it all together
But it really doesn't matter now (Oh no)
I'm trekking through the stormy weather
But somehow the rain doesn't make a sound, yeah
I been trying to get better
Studying these flaws of mine (Ah-oh)
Inscribe in this fuckin' letter
Too bad I can't send it back through time
'Cause I been fucking up for the longest time
Try to find myself, then I lose my mind, I lose my mind

[Chorus: Kanashi]
I don't know how to make this right
I don't know how to feel inside
'Cause something ain't right
Guess I'll down another pill
And at this point I just do it for the thrill
Oh, I be doin' it for the thrill

[Verse 2: casperrr]
All the pills I take
Are because I ache and every breath I take
Makes me pray for a change
I'm losing my head, alone in my bed
My visions going black and pain is all you left
Break down again in my bedroom
I should've never trusted you
Now tell me what am I going to do?
I kinda wanna know where to go to
Oh-oh, oh-oo-oh, oo-oo, ooh

[Chorus: Kanashi]
I don't know how to make this right
I don't know how to feel inside
'Cause something ain't right
Guess I'll down another pill
And at this point I just do it for the thrill
Oh, I be doin' it for the thrill