My tears

( Verse )

I hate getting flashbacks of things that
I don't want to remember
You don't know pain until you look at a
Mirror with tears streaming down your face
And your begging yourself to hold on and be
Strong but we all know its not that easy
I sit here crying myself to sleep knowing
Things won't get better They said Cry me a river
But no im just gonna drown in it
It hurts inside so so bad
I feel like im not worth anyone's time
All the clouds in me are raining
I hate that im still hoping that you will come back
To me Someone please take this sadness
Away The worst feeling is having to cry but you
Have to hold it in because your in public
The worst kind of sad is not even knowing why
Sad birds are still singing in my head
I stopped being me a long time ago
I don't even know who that was
If you want me in your life then come find me
But until then keep treating me like i don't exist
All I want to do is cry and scream to let it out because
It killing me inside You will never know How damaged
Someone is until you try to love them
Im more broken than you will ever think

( chorus )
My tears are running down my face like a waterfall
How can i tell if someone loves me if They aren't showing
It I stopped talking about how I felt because I knew that
No one cared anyway If I ever tell you about how I feel
I don't want you to feel sorry for me I want you to
Understand how I am who i am You don't know me
You only know me by what I tell you which is barely nothing
My tears Run down like a water fall

( Verse )
It amazes me that nobody has realized
How sad i am Maybe all my fake laughs and smiles
Do work eh who cares oh thats right no one does
I don't know what i feel anymore
Im sorry i wasn't good enough for you but i tried
I'm exhausted from being stronger than I feel
I heard that silence was a girls loudest cry
You could always tell she is really hurt when she starts
Ignoring you Just for once I want someone to be afraid of
Losing me What i realize is that everyone cares when its too
Late When you die your all alone have no one at all
Your mind is lost forever now but when you thought it was time to rest suddenly you have one last thing to do
To make everyone understand how you feel but no
Not going to happen because everyone only cares about
Them selves

( chorus )
My tears are running down my face like a waterfall
How can i tell if someone loves me if They aren't showing
It I stopped talking about how I felt because I knew that
No one cared anyway If I ever tell you about how I feel
I don't want you to feel sorry for me I want you to
Understand how I am who i am You don't know me
You only know me by what I tell you which is barely nothing
My tears Run down like a water fall

( bridge )

Im done trying
Just put me to rest
Im done trying
Can i leave now
Im done trying
No one loves me
Im done im just done trying

( chorus )
My tears are running down my face like a waterfall
How can i tell if someone loves me if They aren't showing
It I stopped talking about how I felt because I knew that
No one cared anyway If I ever tell you about how I feel
I don't want you to feel sorry for me I want you to
Understand how I am who i am You don't know me
You only know me by what I tell you which is barely nothing
My tears Run down like a water fall