Love the Suffer

Sometimes, I feel like a renegade boss
An alpha dog taking on the world
With a bounce in my step
Other times, I feel so lost
Like a soul spinning out of control
Like I'm about to explode

I'll tell you if you're willing to listen
I'm a walking contradiction with a predilection
For going down in flames and coming up roses
One door opens, another one closes

We're good one-on-one
When we're not on one
We're good one-on-one
One-on-one

I can tell when you're smiling
But you're holding back tears
'Cause I've known your crazy, stubborn, reckless ass
For all these years

And I love you like a motherfucker, bro
The sun will come up in the west like a circle of blood
And burn through this black veil of sorrow
Coffee in a plastic cup, we'll see another tomorrow
And we'll laugh about the dumbest shit
Won't have a care in the world 'cause we'll be over it

We're good one-on-one
When we're not on one
We're good one-on-one
One-on-one

If you, if you feel like you're in it alone
Suicide hotline speed-dial on the telephone-phone
Fitness is a tribe that you can call your own
We've learned to love the suffer, the suffer

Instead of updating my kill list
Initials in my hollow points
I'm rotating the premise
Putting my focus on the finer points
The friendships that get me through
The dark nights of soullessness
The sunlight on the road that's less traveled

If you, if you feel like you're in it alone
Suicide hotline speed-dial on the telephone-phone
Fitness is a tribe that you can call your own
We've learned to love the suffer, the suffer

If you, if you feel like you're in it alone
Suicide hotline speed-dial on the telephone-phone
Fitness is a tribe that you can call your own
We've learned to love the suffer, the suffer