Against It All

[Intro]
No, you see, that's what they tell you
They tell you have to know, you have to will that success
You have to know you’re gonna make it
That's not necessarily the case for me
I'm filled with worry every single day
I’m filled with doubt every single day
It's like, I'm literally petrified of failing
So I use that fear as fuel
To make sure I work as hard as I can every single day
To not have to face that reality
When you feel like everybody is against you, you'rе against it all
It makes wanna prove the world wrong timе and time again
Every single day

[Verse]
When I was a kid
The thought of a million didn't even exist
The meaning of needing this money was to fill up the fridge
Now I got bigger dreams, bigger crowds, or bigger screams
Come through to half the whole block lit: Billie Jean
My killer team is telling me we should take it and then some
Make sure the only thing you drink is red rum
Well, do me a favor, tell me what bakery these boys are being bred from
I'm tryna leave 'em all without a breadcrumb
What can I say? I'm buff, ayy, tell Jay I’m looking his way
’Cause I'm tryna go beyond sayin’ that I'ma be on
We don't gotta question if we on, just keep on
Eventually you'll see all the weak gone, don’t sleep long
I'm much closer and it's getting suspenseful
'Cause they acting like a Barbie, but don't know what I can (Ken) do
I was molded by the things that I've been through and will
Never let somebody on the bench yell at someone official, right
I came from nothing, everything I had was hand-me-downs
Heating up the house with the stove, I had to sleep with my coat
Define the meaning being broke as a joke
'Cause I had to fill my hunger with hope, I'm here to rep for my folks
That never got to make it out of the mud, it's cool
'Cause being clean is something we never judge, it's true
Got day ones sticking thicker than blood
The type to tell me "lock in" instead "go to the club"
Boy, this a different breed, different city, a different scene
Never saw floors shine this much: Mr Clean
See, it's us against the rest of the world, pick a team
'Cause we set it up to take heads off like guillotines
And I know you never wanted this smoke: Nicotine
'Bout now you wishing you never spoke: Mr Bean
Tell your squad they can get in-between to intervene
It's okay, if they all wanna play, I'll split your screen
There's no backing down, they said I wouldn't make it past the town
Dirty, but I got a longer journey turning back around
Ain't had no water, my lips will bleed if I crack a smile
Dragging the bodies of filthy rapper for like half a mile
Ain't no comparing, I been preparing this classic style
I'm overbearing and never caring who wants the crown
Listening to all of this trash over who's rapping now
Is like saying no to the gas to smoke a Black 'n' Mild
What are you, stupid? I ain't come here to lose it
This movement is more than music, don't ever try to confuse it
The countdown has began, who's gonna try to defuse it
You? Cut a wire and see what happens
I'm fighting fire with fire, but their's is a book of matches
I can't respect them, they lying just tryna get it the fastest
I'll end 'em in any second, just point me to where the cash is
I'll tell 'em that they can meet with me early without the passes
This right here is an every day hustle
And my chick that's hella thick want every day cuddle
Teams plotting against me, making every day huddle's
Tell Joe, he ain't the only one with every day struggles
I'm too complex, pioneer, I'm on deck
And not everyone can come up here, shout out Flex
It's much easier to face your fears than face death
So don't tell me all you did for the day was waste breath
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