​shouldn’t want you

Brand new attire but I don't post nun'
With you, I can't get tired, I love stayin' up
Oh, girl, just give me a call and I'm pullin up
How she do it all but still don't do too much?
I can’t get mad, can't get mad at her
I hide when I'm sad, but you know when I'm hurt
The silence gets so loud when I'm all alone
Take my phone off silent in case you hit me up

Yeah, I was down for you, for real
But you ain't think I was for real
I'm infatuated by you
You roll your eyes, but it's true
She let me know she want nothing real
Now I have to hide how I really feel

I know I shouldn't want you still, but I do
I hide that I still feel for you, yeah, it's true
I know I said that I'm done with you, but I lied
Hate that I do have feelings for you, I still do

Used your worst against me and you knew it
Using all these words when your actions couldn't prove 'em
I was so lost and couldn't see through your illusions
Can’t even say it’s your fault, don’t know how I couldn’t see through it

But worst of all you were just playin'
I can't even say it
Took my heart for the taking
Don't know how you could fake it
'Cause for me I've been waitin'
To have someone say it
Just to feel like someone in this world has the patience
To stay by my side
To stay overnight
To read what I write
Oh, girl, you caught my eyes
I want more than to be a side
I just want someone that I can call mine

I shouldn't want you, but I do
Wanna believe we're in tune
But you were just playing a part
I shouldn't want you, but I do
Girl, you played me like a fool
And to think you were sent from above
Thought you were one of a kind
But you messed with my mind
You were just like everybody else
This is the last time
So, I guess I'll be fine
Will I still think about you? Time will tell