Petrarchan Love

[Pre-Chorus]
I've been on my own, too inside my head again
Distraught, I'm alone, living like I'm dead again
She keep on and on that's why I got it up and ran
They don't wanna see me fall out of love
Demons in my head so I can't sleep at night
Only time she speak is when she hear a lie
Told me she don't even wanna be alive
And that shit hurt me, I, I hope you heard me when
I said, I said, I said

[Chorus]
I'm upset I can't be everything you need me to
Might not find a way up out this place you lead me too
And I'll do that shit over again until I see it through
But girl, it's me and you, nobody else around
I'm upset I can't be everything you need me to
Might not find a way up out this place you lead me too
And I'll do that shit over again until I see it through
But girl, it's me and you, nobody else around

[Verse 1]
Said she tired of livin', tired of spendin' time
On hardly even hardly livin'
Lost soul, found a way to get to heaven
I've been over sinning, contemplating
She been in my comments over-hating
I've been in my feelings, overrated
Fucked up, talking to myself inside this goddamn Hellcat
Like I spoke to Satan
I've been so gone, really don't know what's wrong
Shawty said she hate herself, and she hate me too, that's all okay
It's been so long, I tried to stay strong
But that's what you get when you place bets
End up in debt, it's all a game it goes
Round, again it's round
Time and time again
Think and overthink, thinking 'bout the end
Tryna see if she was down
Need you to tell me if you down
I been sending texts high, hit the next high
Never comin' down
And that's okay with me
Stressed out, don't know where to
Won't come nowhere near you
Won't stop, I ain't mean to scare you, damn
I can't even spare you, woah, 'cause

[Pre-Chorus]
I've been on my own, too inside my head again
Distraught, I'm alone, living like I'm dead again
She keep on and on that's why I got it up and ran
They don't wanna see me fall out of love
Demons in my head so I can't sleep at night
Only time she speak is when she hear a lie
Told me she don't even wanna be alive
And that shit hurt me, I
I hope you heard me when I said, I said, I said

[Chorus]
I'm upset I can't be everything you need me to
Might not find a way up out this place you lead me too
And I'll do that shit over again until I see it through
But girl, it's me and you, nobody else around

[Outro]
I'm upset I can't be everything you need me to
Might not find a way up out this place you lead me too