Insomnia Chapter 3 (Anxiety)

[Chorus x2]

I need a...
I need a good night's sleep
Night's sleep
My kingdom for a good night's sleep

[VERSE 1]

3 in the morning my eyes close
7am my eyes open
I thought I would be able to make it to at least 6 this night
But I could die hoping
I had to stop making a big deal of it
But depending on the day
I'm feeling it
However I tried to do the late shift thing before man
I just couldn't deal with it
Trying to sleep in daylight
Hustle and bustle of outsiders
Tossing and turning
Rage starts burning
Can't even mellow with the flick of a lighter
Wanna strangle everybody that makes a joke
Even if awake it's hysterical
How can I cope?
I'm at the end of my rope
I tried so many methods so it's gonna take a miracle
Someone told me I should talk to god
I think he went and changed his number
And it makes me wonder if I'm ever gonna figure it out
Before I'm 6 feet under

[BRIDGE x3]

Paranoia got me like a muthafucka
Only trust cats ain't killin shit
Responsible for my own destiny
Power through the lethargy
Reclaim my villainship

[Chorus x 2]

I need a...
I need a good night's sleep
Night's sleep
My kingdom for a good night's sleep

[VERSE 2]

Yo
12 in the morning my eyes close
4:43 my eyes open
I thought I would be able to make it to at least 6 this morning
So I continue smoking
Thor's hammer to pack that loud
Hoping I can numb the thoughts that race
Irrelevant topics I can't solve
Man - Shut up brain
Before I wanna punch me in the face
You can't go to the market for several hours
They don't even open til like 7 or 8
If I don't crash in like an hour
I might as well hit the gym
Continue with my clean slate
Skip the shower
Brush the teeth
Throw my Nike sweats on
And hit the concrete
Nobody really here at this hour
So I don't have to wait for a single machine
Just as well because I really don't wanna be judged
As I flex in the mirror
Feeling mean
In an instant I blink my eyes
Back in bed
That couldn't have been a dream!
Lack of rest is inducing hallucinations
On top of that trying my patience
Even if I do eventually pass out
Rest is unfulfilled
All day I feel ancient
Someone told me I should talk to god
Man I think he went and changed his number
And it makes me wonder if I'm ever gonna figure it out before I'm 6 feet under

[BRIDGE x1]

Paranoia got me like a muthafucka
Only trust cats ain't killin shit
Responsible for my own destiny
Power through the lethargy
Reclaim my villainship

[Chorus x4]

I need a...
I need a good night's sleep
Night's sleep
My kingdom for a good night's sleep