Blow Me Away

[Sample]
"When my heart aches I’m drowning
Pain won’t go away
And in my cups brown fills my brain
Won’t go away
These five yellow girls all on parade asphyxiate
Still stuck in a cage tryna ply my trade
Won’t go away
And I’m afraid
Your love will blow me away
Am I"

[Verse 1]
Pistol packing, straight out of prison, my little nigga
You remind me of a younger me, that's why I deal with him
Took him under my wing, I showed him the ropes, how to move
Up and down these slopes, when all he had was hope
No guidance from his folks, went to school dead broke
No new clothes, so he became the butt of their jokes
Now I keep him fly, hoping he can take my seed in line
But his deceitful mind always disrupts this peaceful times
Niggas gave him work on consignments on the strength of my name
They see the way I deal with him, so they treat him the same
They told him bring the cut back and the love will remain
But instead he spent it all on all the cars, what a shame
Now they're hitting me up, he got me playing clean-up
I'ma pay his debt, just don't touch him when you see him
He's young, he makes mistakes, I'll talk to him when we meet up
Yo shorty, pull the seat up, what you think this gon' lead up to

[Sample]
"I’m afraid
Your love will blow me away
Am I"

[Verse 2]
He tells me that he honors me as he give his apology
What's right is right, I got through to him, it wasn't hard to see
Now I put him on with me, got him running in pharmacies
With fake scripts, coming out with percocets and all the lean
You can keep a bit for yourself, but get money
That's the goal, don't let the habits spin you out of control
Play fair in the streets and your sea is covered in gold
The real live forever, the fakes get exposed
But now every time I look at his Gram, he pouring up
Taking pictures of the pills, what you get from showing us?
Showing up to make a sale to some rappers he met through me
Instead of keeping the relationship strong, he instantly
Did some snake shit, sold him a whole pint of some fake shit
I tried vouching for you, but shorty, this doesn't make sense
You got me looking crazy out here, take him the money back
You say you fuck with me, but younging, what type of love is that?

[Sample]
"These five yellow girls all on parade asphyxiate
Still stuck in a cage tryna ply my trade
Won’t go away
And I’m afraid
Your love will blow me away
Am I"

[Verse 3]
About a month past, I haven't been dealing with him, no real is in him
I treated him like he an angel, now I see the villain in him
It's coming from every angle, I ignore the criticism
From people who peeped it before me, shorty was really spending
My mind in a million ways, until today
You know niggas kicked in my door while wifey was still awake
Home alone, tied her up, and covered her mouth with tape
What was funny is she told me they went straight for the safe
Ain't even look around, knew where it was, shorty what's up?
You were the only one who knew, the only one I could trust
They took it all, now own up to it, stop looking lost
You could die as a man or a coward, pick your fall
Now he shaking, sitting here crying, he started praying
So I'm waiting, I'm curious to see if God will save him
No answer, I took a step back and gave him a clip full
Whatever love you had for me can die with you

[Sample]
"These five yellow girls all on parade asphyxiate
Still stuck in a cage tryna ply my trade
Won’t go away
And I’m afraid
Your love will blow me away
Am I"

[Outro]
Guy: Yo
Girl: What's up? We good
Guy: You think he bought it?
Girl: Yeah, he bought it. He think the little nigga Rico did it
Guy: Dumbass nigga. The fucking ego's out of control. That's how he got the best of him
Girl: What's up with my cut then?
Guy: Don't worry. I'm a man of my word. I got you. I'll met you tonight
Girl: Yeah, I'll be there
Guy: Alright