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[Intro]
Yeah, okay

[Verse]
I back peddle in this shit that I know I cannot handle
You ask how I'm feeling, I’m feeling dismantled
She asking me what's wrong, I went and told her that it's handled
Hiding for so long that my emotions have been cancelled
I’m reaping what I sow, I swear I'm just a fucking idiot
Pity anyone who even cares to fucking give a shit
Back to all my life when I go through a crucial period
Don't know if I'll make it 'cause this shit's getting too serious
I know you look up to me, you can't see my eyes though
I can't bear to see myself, so I just keep my eyes closed
I’m loving my life when I be running from the 5-0
Poppin’ all those pills until I'm in a different timezone
She say that she want me, so she text me on my iPhone
Asking what I’m smoking on, I'm smoking on these rhinestones
Been so angry lately that somebody's gonna die
If it ain't somebody else’s life, I swear it's gon' be mine

[Chorus]
I swear it's gon' be mine
Why can't I stop the crying?
Everybody always lying
What do you want from me? I'm trying
I swear it's gon' be mine
Why can't I stop the crying?
Everybody always lying
What do you want from me? I'm trying
I swear it's gon' be mine
Why can't I stop the crying?
Everybody always lying
What do you want from me? I'm trying
I swear it's gon' be mine
Why can't I stop the crying?
Everybody always lying
What do you want from me? I'm trying