Open Casket

Smiles fake
Razor blade
Think about the ways to end it
Every single day

In denial
My desire
Running out of words to say
I think I made a huge mistake

Numb in my head
Can't get out of my bed
Every day is the same
A disease in my brain
Put our bodies in coffins
Or burn, if you want it
Poison in my lungs
Take a breath, and then I cough it up

Shallow grave
Misbehave
Feel them crawling in my skin
I think I hear them whisper, then

Screaming, haunting
Memory foggy
Pills, and then pills
And more pills, and more pills
Can't be fixed

Height of life
Forgetting my own name
Trying to claw my way
I'll toy with mysteries

Open casket
Dolled up like a princess
I can hear them weep
Trying to move my feet

Six foot hole
All alone
It may be kinda peaceful
But the voices never leave, so I'll

Close my eyes
Waste my time
There isn't any room for me
This isn't what it's meant to be

This isn't what it's meant to be
This isn't what it's meant to be
This isn't what I thought it'd be
This isn't what it's meant to be
This isn't what it's meant to be
This isn't what it's meant to be
This isn't what I thought it'd be

Numb in my head
Can't get out of my bed
Every day is the same
A disease in my brain
Put our bodies in coffins
Or burn, if you want it
Poison in my lungs
Take a breath, and then I cough it up