[Intro]
Ah man
Deeper ones
Listen
[Verse]
Sometimes I don’t wanna chat to a single soul
I tried stop smoking weed but right now I wanna get one rolled
Anxiety’s going straight through the roof but I’m trying to gain control
It’s seems alright on the surface but sometimes man I’m in a black hole
Like what’s my purpose and my goal?
Feel too much pressure at times
I’ve got Sheff’ on my back and I fear one day I’m not getting it right
I was taught to be humble but I know deep down that I’m not a regular guy
Can’t go asleep at a regular time
One too many tings dem on my mind
How many more mountains I’ve gotta a climb?
Little bro’s going uni soon and he’s blessed but the world ain’t right
I’ve gotta makе sure I call Anna more ‘cause shе was there when marjay worked nights
Hurts me to think that one day I’m gonna try call her and not get a reply
Grateful to be alive but what a test this ting is called life
I’m married to a game that I call wife
Lost a friend and realised what I’ve gotta do and if I never get there just know that I tried
Role model for the people around me
I’d lied if I said it weren’t a bumpy ride
And believe it or not I wanna quit more times
But I know that it’s not me I’ve got more drive
And I wanna hear truth but I hear more lies
I’ve been low but I need more highs
I used to be a follower, and not a leader
Found my ID and turned to a teacher
A young black boy growing up in the area
There goes little Coco what a dreamer
Kicked out of my house like three times because I had potential but hardly applied it
My music was always alongside it
I went harder and prioritised it
Black and I’m proud and I ain’t trying to hide it
Despite what they keep saying on the telly I’m a different breed, I didn’t wanna roadside it
I wanted to be successful and worldwide it
I told the mandem, find your focus, allow all the madness and tap into greatness
Fuck all the hatred
There ain’t one person on this Earth that don’t ever feel painless
Grateful, and gracious
Man to man on a one to one basis
Open up and express yourself freely
Believe me I’m not telling anyone that it’s easy
But if you don’t try, then you’re never gonna know
Release yourself from your demons bro
Plants the seeds then watch them all grow
A lot of things can change if you just talk
Alone with thoughts
Yeah