​​anesthetized

[Verse 1]
I just wanted love and i lost
Every boy i’ve loved said to take it off
But with you i never feel sorry
Cause you never wanted to haunt me

[Chorus]
But if we stay like this will you go break my wrists
While i’m anesthetized right there in your arms
And if we said goodbye, just know i tried and tried and tried and tried
But i just never really seem to understand

[Verse 2]
Whatcha wanna know cause i hate it when you go so i’d
Bare my whole soul for you
Hours on the phone cause you feel more like a homе than home
Like folding clothes, likе open doors
When it gets too dark, you’re scared monsters are out
You’re the only boy i care about
So baby please don’t be mad at me
If i love too hard and get real clingy

[Verse 3]
Tell me if i make a mess
Tell me if i am too much for your head
Is there someone else you fuck in your bed
Is there someone else you wanted instead
Baby don’t lie to me, baby don’t lie to me

[Chorus]
But if we stay like this will you go break my wrists
While i’m anesthetized right there in your arms
And if we said goodbye, just know i tried and tried and tried and tried
But i just never really seem to understand