BETTER THAN ME

[Verse One]
Rapping for the past two years, not even local
Lost a couple peers, but we're all still hopeful
Making friends again, let's see how it turns out
I'm playing with my pen until it decides to burn out
Thinking about my grandpa, it's weeks where I still miss him
Execute who executed the surgery, kill the witness
I won't really do it but don't pretend I wouldn't think it
Memories of my dad smoking cigs, my grandpa Monster drinkin'
Was always told those things were bad for you, wish I didn't see them
His paralyzed leg got stuck, the bleeding forshadowed the obvious
All my life tormented by intrusivе thoughts and ideas
Paranoid, most of the time worriеd that I'd probably act on it
Can't watch Criminal Minds without a panic
As a kid, subliminal lies, I'd hand out the static
Maybe I'm being a little dramatic
Catch myself in the act, like you're a goddamn fa-

[Verse Two]
You're better than me
Jump out of my seat
My hands fell asleep
Have places to be
Don't know where to go
My attention span low
My heart feels slow but my mind still fast (Gang)
Get up in the morning, feel attached
Tired of the mourning, the Devil attacks (Huh?)
Feel the scorching, boiled down tacks
Postponing forlorning emotions of things that's sad
Monkey on my back, I spin around
Through hell and back, yeah I've been around
This to my loved ones that're still in the ground (Ground)
And to the ones that just weren't found (Found)
Love is so damn good, yeah
Hell yeah yeah yeah, I love that sound (Sound)
Love is so damn good, yeah
Hell yeah yeah yeah, I love that sound (Sound)

[Hook]
Hurt my soul (Hurt, my soul)
Hurt my soul (Hurt, my soul)
Hurt my soul (Hurt, my soul)
Hurt my soul (Hurt, my soul)