This song came together in like a period of time. Strictly speaking, I started writing in late 2017 and probably finished it in late 2018. However, the whole thing was only properly recorded recently. It was a spur of a moment thing to record it again, it was even more spur of the moment to release...
Intro: (Shiloh and Kalou)
No, I don’t want, just anyone
I’m loving what I see in front of me
Don’t give a fu..., bout anyone
I got what you need baby, listen to me speak it
Verse 1: (Kalou)
No, I don’t want anyone to just keep me from being alone
I came to the club for distractions, but the liquor just bring out reactions
Let my mind live in the past tense, drink and I drink, think and I think
Cuz I reminisce, don’t care about your sins, we wash and we rinse
Then we get angry and do it again, it might be the weather, its colder than ever
And I gotta study, and I gotta work, when I’m school it gets a little better cuz I gotta keep myself busy
You sink in the back of my mind, while I do papers against the time, then I get sad and I’m talking to ma
Right in my diary is where all the thoughts are, and you gotta know
Hook: (Shiloh and Kalou)
No, I don’t want, just anyone
I’m loving what I see in front of me
Don’t give a fu..., bout anyone
I got what you need baby, listen to me speak it
X2
Verse 2: (Kalou)
Yeah, I know how it goes, we talk for a while, we start to get close
These dangerous feelings, they start to be killers
Shooting your sanity right in its face cuz imma get jealous and start to go crazy
Get to the point where I might call you baby know it’s too far but I get too possessive
Maybe excessive, you get the message, sucker for pain and like yellow paint
You stay in this brain, you linger around, a fool that I am I choose to give in
It’s picking your poison and you were my choice, it’s hitting my head that I chose to exploit
Past experiences to ease my loneliness, but deep down you could notice that
I was the realest and nobody topped me, no you don’t need me but think about callin’ me
Hook: (Shiloh and Kalou)
No, I don’t want, just anyone
I’m loving what I see in front of me
Don’t give a fu..., bout anyone
I got what you need baby, listen to me speak it
X2
Verse 3: (Kalou)
I got what you need, trust me
Need the Ativan cuz I’m way too anxious, all the tears streaming down out my canthus
I didn’t plan this, I didn’t wanna leave, I didn’t wanna bleed
But life had its ways, I had to obey, I’m in disarray, was only 16, and I couldn’t breathe
Cuz people were twisting and I was deceived, I couldn’t compete, was way too naive
My heart out my skin, you called and I grinned, I spoke way too soon and popped the balloon
Now I’m alone and can’t live without you, hours of time, hours of trust, felt this shit crumble and go right to dust
Then we lost touch and I knew that I blew it, I hate the snitches who made up rumors
Y’all getting stitches when we in our tombs, cuz I know what happened that day, like putting a mac to my brain, you pulling a trigger like this is a game
You said the wrong shit tryna ruin my name, you took what i loved and I know that you’ll pay
I’m losing my mind but my music gon stay, I’m choosing to write about dark in the day
1-7 July, I questioned my faith and questioned your face, was it even real
Can’t talk to no one but ghosts on the bills, hiding my life like I live in the hills
But the reality closer to pills, swear I might lose the fight
To all of these poltergeists, this ain’t a real goodbye but for now this, good night
Outro: (Kalou)
Don’t let her go man, you don’t wanna let her get away
053117 was written by Marcel Saatkamp & Shawn Simon.
053117 was produced by Jacobsen.
It’s a sample; shiloh dynasty – no I don’t want just anyone, if you Google that you’ll find that tons of people use it. Hope this helped :)
it’s the date I met this girl and the whole song revolves around the emotions that were caused as a result of letting this person into my life like my life changed that day, we aren’t together but we are good friends now :)