Worth It?

Wake up and the morning emerges
When I think about my life is it worthless
I'm tired of being vessel and I curse it
My stomach hurts, ain't a seal to reverse it
No parents and I feel like a zero
Maybe join special op be a hero
Hidden power level everywhere that we go
Only listen to Kakashi because he know
My own friends couldn't change their faces
Searching for love, but I did misplace it
I always had what it takes to make it
Until I see another kid who's wasted
Any day could be your last in the jungle
Where you get murdered cuz you humble
Although you run so fast, never stumble
Another tin foil life, let it crumble
And if the Will of Fire wouldn't be so lost
Would we still get attacked by a demon fox
Although we pay that price never see the cost
To be the Hokage just to be the boss
Maybe peace is just an illusion
When the village is still in confusion
When all you think about is never loosing
Never leave a man behind until you loose him
Take the evil out the people, they'll be acting right
If you hungry for the love need an appetite
And the only time we chill when we kill each other
It takes skill to be real, time to heal each other
It's too much of the losses
In the end was it worth it
And I know what the cost is
In the end was it worth it

Bonus Verse:
Not too many Ninjas to trust
You bound to crush every time you rush
Acting tuff, behind your back they suss
Until you ashes to ashes and dust to dust
Cuz when you talk too much it's like stealing time
Shinobi call that the verbal crime
As you patiently train for your time to shine
And some will talk the truth, but never walk the line
I'm like the risk you take when you drink and drive
The fight that guarantees you won't survive
Cuz I can hear the screams and I can hear the cries
And now my skins way thicker than Itachis lies
Because it doesn't matter whether you're a man or monster
Very few people understand your construct
Destroy the other side with military conduct
Throw Shurikens at the first responders
And the masses are blind like they got bad eyesight
And your life too bright for the Lime Light
You only see your mistakes in the Hindsight
With nine lives almost like a Feline right
When you ready to pass by like a fog
No time to be soft, do ya job