We started

We started as 2 full of love nothing could make us brake into. The smokes the laughs the joy and damn. the crash so much to take ik I have made so many mistakes. but who am I to point out flaws when im down low so low the ground is just my flow so I am low not high praying for something to go right in my life. It’s hard to rap when all your life you have provided crap. Im not asking for some slack but soon I’ll be asking for some crack because my life is a spiral the twisted and faded unrecognisable mess you like to call your main point of stress. But you must understand i can’t stop the hate something inside is keeping me tide to reside the pain that I have inside. When I lost you I lost me something switched and I lost the me that guy people called G hah now look at me a mess of distress pounding from my chest I can’t get any rest everyday something new to digest. you tell me im like the rest broken and depressed I can’t help this feeling I have in my chest. It’s a beat taking me off my feet to relive the night I thought everything was going to be alright. I can’t up size or down size maybe I can rise to become something decent in your eyes you can’t change me and I can’t change you together in this fantasy what do we do its so hard to even look at you knowing what you do. I would have fell down on my knees just so you could breathe but who cares we all know im not what you need so bitch please step off me and just let me grieve whilst I heave at the idea of you and me I really really need to flee and this time there’s no following me, so im going to end this rap because its complete crap because who wants to listen to some deep chats on the internet that’s that