Understand

[Intro]
(Beat Execz)
(Guwap got that rollie on, it's perfect time hoe)
(Guwap)

[Verse: 1]
Don't understand the life I'm living, I just roll the dice
Day by day I ain't giving up so fuck em', better not play with us
Got bad thoughts and big dreams, both of them getting fucking money
Running with the demons, lord protect if one day they hunt me
Pockets full of hundreds, I can't go out like the last dummy
Your friends they be your enemy, I know the game I know its coming
Watch the ones who close to me, mostly because they don't fuck with me
Running up that bag, and never stop so it be hard to sleep
They told me to going in and don't stop, man I outgrew the streets
I can't stop right now because they got more places I want to be
On the TV overseas [?] as she come for me (how you feelings lil nigga)
A [?] as she come for me

[Chorus]
Picture me lonely mad man stuck in a dream
Missing my homie daily, think about him that shit crazy
Stuck in my thoughts, like that's the only thing that changed me
They gon' pay for what they did, may god be with them I'ma spank him
We catch him hit him up, we touch everything but his ankle
I got something for that acting, niggas ain't shoot like playing gangster
Bullets hoping out the chain, but watch his soul leave as I spank him
You see my thoughts, you hear my heart you see what I go thru (bitch)

[Verse: 2]
I'm trying to change, but they still hold me for the shit I did
I want to love, but ain't no love ever since boo got killed
As he left I left my heart right on that battle field
YB showed me a way of living, gangster kept it real
Niggas who I grow up with be hating, so I pack a steel
Say my prayers before I leave, because never know when its my turn
Lord forgive me for my sins, majority of them got a [?]
Take my lick before they hit, like Fin I'ma a bang dis bitch

[Chorus]
Picture me lonely mad man stuck in a dream
Missing my homie daily, think about him that shit crazy
Stuck in my thoughts, like that's the only thing that changed me
They gon' pay for what they did, may god be with them I'ma spank him
We catch him hit him up, we touch everything but his ankle
I got something for that acting, niggas ain't shoot like playing gangster
Bullets hoping out the chain, but watch his soul leave as I spank him
You see my thoughts, you hear my heart you see what I go thru (bitch)