The start..

Dont worry about my past
Its here and now
I've been working my way up since day 4
But all i wanted was more
All the way down to my core
But the most i could give was poor
Every thing ill strive for will be soor
But i come out that door
And i get hate
Not what i waited
For but i still playeded
I still paraded
Even some of my true friends just wanted to clip my wings
Looks like they got it now it begins