The night i was reminded when you left

When I was thirteen I met this girl named Bailey and she made my world go hazy then everything went into tatters after that during the month from June to July then I realized everything about her was a lie so now I'm just wondering why I'm here and why everything is near why everything is broken and forsoaken I took everything for granted and nothing was going to happen for her or me and that's what the thing I needed to fucking see the thing I couldn't see because I was too blinded by her own selfish needs now i! Just wondering why I'm here I was just wondering why she kept me here then I realized I was the only one who could keep her sane that's when the idea came to my fucking brain the foolish thing that made her go away this is what this song is about she left me and I left her now I'm just wondering reminiscing why everything has to fucking die and now I know why because everything here is great because Satan I know I'm being philosophical right now but Satan doesn't want anything to be great he just wants to stay-in this fucking world that's destroyed and yes I know everything else is a fucking ploy but please kids I don't know if your kids or if you listen to this when your older but just hold her when you find her