(Take it or leave it)
(This beat was made my MIVADI)
(But it's there for those who need it)
I've been alone for so damn long
Wanting it to end but knowing it's wrong
My mom's still here and I don't want to leave her
But the thoughts in my mind only grow dark and bleaker
If suicides the cowards way
Then call me courageous
Call me contagious
Everyone around me seems to lose their patience
(I don't blame them)
I don't blame them
I'm so damn sorry it had to come to this
Life was too hard and I couldn't take the risk
I'm smiling down now can you feel my sunny kiss
I'm sorry that I left you
But my mind called it quits
(I love you mom)