Stained

Verse 1
Crawling through the darkness I
Claw at the walls to find new life
Desperatly I reach just to grasp the light
I don't know why I fight
If i can't tell if I'm dead or alive
It's like I'm stuck in place
All I feel is shame from memories i can't erase
Fueled by hatred and rage
Burdened by the loneliness that I face
When I fell upon gods hands
I was marked as a broken man
Left to burn and rot
How am I suppose to love when all I know is loss

Pre-Chorus
I can't tell the day from the night
I'm fighting just to survive
The static rings loud through my mind

Hook
The blood stains my hands again
It hurts more than you know
This path I walk is a lonely road
I'm left to live all alone

Verse 2
I never feel safe
Even when i close my eyelids
I guess it's all in my brain
Cause their's never a moment of silence
I'm sick of the pain and the endless violence
They say all life is priceless
But I know that the price of mine is
So tell me have I paid my dues
You've turned your back on me so now what the hell am i suppose to do
I've grown so cold from thoughts that haunt my mind
I keep my emotions enclosed cause my hearts always been hard to find

Pre-Chorus
I can't tell the day from the night
I'm fighting just to survive
The static rings loud through my mind

Hook
The blood stains my hands again
It hurts more than you know
This path I walk is a lonely road
I'm left to live all alone

Verse 3
I'm losing focus
When you drove this dagger deep inside
It shattered the world around
It's how I lost my drive
Now I can't find
My peace of mind
So I tuck this piece of mine
They say I choose this
But this isn't how I want to feel inside
I pushed away everyone I've ever know
It was hard to say that I was better when I kept you close
My body and souls grown cold
I'm disembodied like a ghost
When I approach the end of the road
I don't know where I'll go