Sad Today

Old buildings
Looking for a way out
Walking hand in hand with a stranger
Same old toilets
With unflushed junks
Looking at her - wish I could smack her with a hammer

This is just a dream
God, when I wake up..
Will I ever wake up?
Will I ever?
Will I ever wake up?

But I woke up today
And just like yesterday
Nothing sweet and no cheap wine
Will make me feel okay
I feel sad today

It's really been too long
Since I smelled the sun
I don’t know why this cold air
Makes me sweat
Saturday naps or sunday nightmares
Still she's there - wish - I could smack her with a hammer

I can't tell how much I wanna..

But I woke up today
And just like yesterday
Nothing sweet and no cheap wine
Will make me feel okay
I feel sad today

But you were my drug
You were my drug
You were my drug
You were my drug