Ruined

[Verse 1]
Sky is falling, washing over, mid-October
Maybe next month, I'll get over the idea of
Losing things I'm not supposed to

[Pre-Chorus]
Took a detour through my thoughts
Made a left, my train got lost
Heart still open, someone left it
Stole the emotions I kept in

[Chorus]
Oh, I hate to admit, but I'm still stuck on grieving
Seeing you happy just pulls me deeper
Oh, I ain't gonna lie and pretend like I'm still healing
When seeing you happy just pulls me deeper

[Verse 2]
I'm a mess, yeah, not your problem
Treated you like you could solve 'em
What in the hеll was I thinking?
That's my problem, always thinking

[Pre-Chorus]
Took a detour through my thoughts
Made a lеft, my train got lost
Heart still open, someone left it
Stole the emotions I kept in

[Chorus]
Oh, I hate to admit, but I'm still stuck on grieving
Seeing you happy just pulls me deeper
Oh, I ain't gonna lie and pretend like I'm still healing
When seeing you happy just pulls me deeper

[Verse 3]
I was selfish, you were guarded
Let's be honest
Broken hearts love the broken-hearted
We got damage, yeah
We both came with baggage

[Pre-Chorus]
Took a detour through my thoughts
Made a left, my train got lost
Heart still open, someone left it
Stole the emotions I kept in

[Chorus]
Oh, I hate to admit, but I'm still stuck on grieving
Seeing you happy just pulls me deeper
Oh, I ain't gonna lie and pretend like I'm still healing
When seeing you happy just pulls me deeper