Realize

[Intro]
Kenoe

[Chorus: Lil Dump]
I cope through the mic when I ain't feelin' alright
Feel like my heart gettin' cold, done put my feelings on ice
Startin' to see they don't love me, that's just somethin' I realized
Puttin' in trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie

[Verse 1: Lil Dump]
I'm gettin' used to it
Claimin' they fuck with you, but they don't, they just come around and see how you do it
It ain't nothin' 'til they comin' up
Niggas hatin', mines wantin' me out of Baton Rouge
I can't leave, I got love for my hood, I been feelin' misunderstood
And if I fall, who could I call on? Call on?
Hurtin', I can't even call my dawg phone 'cause his soul gone
Can't evеn charge it to the game, all I can say is, "Livе long"
Try to do right, no matter what, they still gon' say I'm dead wrong
Read my Bible scriptures with my niggas, you still'll get your head blown
Dealin' with my success, they know I'm next, I'm tryna head on
Ain't been the same ever since unc' got stretched, I been feelin' all alone
Plus, they say I'm blessed, like, where it's at?
Bro still totin' on that chrome
Want to make it in life? Gotta sacrifice, even the ones you love
Gotta pay the price to live right, even for a thug
I remember takin' baths with no hot water in the tub
Washin' my clothes up in the sink, still see stains if you ain't scrub
And all the demons make me grind harder (And think smarter)
Had to get my life in order
Still argue with my real father
Wasn't there for me, all he do is bother
Gotta be there for my son, take care of my moms and my little sister daughter
And he gave away some tears, I can't get back, I made rappin' a starter

[Chorus: Lil Dump]
I cope through the mic when I ain't feelin' alright
Feel like my heart gettin' cold, done put my feelings on ice
Startin' to see they don't love me, that's just somethin' I realized
Puttin' in trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie
I cope through the mic when I ain't feelin' alright
Feel like my heart gettin' cold, done put my feelings on ice
Startin' to see they don't love me, that's just somethin' I realized
Puttin' in trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie

[Verse 2: Rojay MLP]
Imagine bein' the oldest in the crib, teachin' yo' siblings how to live
I ran the streets out with my peers, I found out that no love was here
Look at my daughter in the face was just like lookin' in the mirror
Your father made a lot of sacrifices just to make it here
My mama died when I was eleven, what the fuck I was 'posed to do?
My granny raised me, thirteen years later, then I lose her too
The only time I paint a picture is when I'm rappin' in the booth
When you speak less and learn a lesson, that's when you gon' get the truth
I toss and turn and I try make it right
Turnin' darkness into light
We not promised second chances, we only got one life
'Member all the bullshit, you can see it in my eyes
Against the odds we survived, we eat more, don't never die

[Chorus: Lil Dump]
I cope through the mic when I ain't feelin' alright
Feel like my heart gettin' cold, done put my feelings on ice
Startin' to see they don't love me, that's just somethin' I realized
Puttin' in trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie
I cope through the mic when I ain't feelin' alright
Feel like my heart gettin' cold, done put my feelings on ice
Startin' to see they don't love me, that's just somethin' I realized
Puttin' in trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie

[Verse 3: NBA Big B]
Came up as a bad child, easy tempt or ready for the crash out (Crash, huh)
Was seventeen, runnin' down on Shell, I had my mask off
My mama called, I just spark that bitch and take the tag off
Youngin' five up, but he don't talk, say it ain't nothin' to brag 'bout
Lost my brother and my grandma in the same year (The same year)
They say that they ain't scared of death, they lyin', all them niggas fear (All them niggas fear)
Don't know why they depend on me, they actin' like I got 'em here
That nigga ain't no friend of me, he a snake, might have to get him killed (Might have to get him killed)
Won't run from nothin', I'm shootin' on sight (On sight)
Modified glizzy, got a switch, it came with a sight
He watched his brother bleed on side him, ever since, ain't been right
Ain't watch the rearview, he was slippin' and got caught at the light (Yeah)

[Chorus: Lil Dump]
I cope through the mic when I ain't feelin' alright
Feel like my heart gettin' cold, done put my feelings on ice
Startin' to see they don't love me, that's just somethin' I realized
Puttin' in trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie
I cope through the mic when I ain't feelin' alright
Feel like my heart gettin' cold, done put my feelings on ice
Startin' to see they don't love me, that's just somethin' I realized
Puttin' in trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie