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[Verse 1: heroinsick]
I know we're distant, tell them what you're missin'
Don't know how I'm livin', am I demon or am I christian
Yeah I thought you were the one but you're not, you're just a figment
Why you talkin' down, you an opp, you ain't on shit bitch
You don't like me but that's cool, yeah
I'm off the drugs, bleed and drool, yeah
You tried to use me like a tool, yeah
I know it gets to you, no I don't ever stan
When will it end
I can't feel my leg
We can play pretend
Why you tryna bend the truth
Bitch I swerve in the coupe
I don't trust you
I don't wish I were you
But you all wish you were me
I don't even know you, I think you can see it
All that shit is fucking old news, when can I leave

[Verse 2: emorave]
It's so hard to say goodbye to you
I don't even wanna say goodnight to you
I'd hate myself if I lied to you
But that's never something that I've tried to do
Please god give me light
I just wanna stay alive
But I think I'll never die
All I can really do is try
I think I'm okay
Just take my soul away
I wait for Sunday
I can only do it one way