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You may have thought I was angry
But no no no, I was not, they were the littlest intentions
When you addressed I as a bad friend, snowflake and bitch
Contributed to what I see myself as

If I have not told you before
Here is the story, sad as evermore

One day 1 girl ruined my life
Was going on vacation for a week, passed down a letter
Then she told on the teacher and terror happened
The school pyshcologist yelled at me

Made me feel like a idiot
When you called me a snowflake, senistive and a b*tch
It had the same energy as the school pyschologist
They , called a me a pyscho
But did i forget what happened? no no no
Stuck in my mind,, stuck inside my head
I address myself always personally as a idiotic sl*t

Many ways I have to prove I am not a snowflake
Many times you misinterpeted my words
Anger was not my feeling, I was just trying to tell you it

I am no senstive person. Anger was not in my mind
Smallest intentions, biggest impact
Im a atomic bomb, small, but can destroy the whole world
Always being careful as hell

I just want to prove to you I am not a snowflake
Cause I am more of a atomic bomb people make
Every little thing I do makes the biggest impact
But I was not always like a bomb, its all because of one
Little mistake

Sometimes I wonder if I can be normal again
Sometimes I wish to go back to feeling human
But it never came, why does this happen?
What did i desersve to feel inhuman?

I don;t even know who I am anymore
Mind is always so numb
My old head is nothing but crumb
Of memories of old
Why do I feel so cold?

I just want to again be bold