One Last Time

So the notion of a fiery end
Put me to sleep again
Nothing imploring
Tragically boring
When the heads hit pillows tonight
It may be the last time
It may be the last time
Throw it away
I could be sadder, I suppose
I should be shedding tears
And spouting prose
One last time
Not much to say
I wish I felt something more concrete
Something where I could plant my feet
And try to breathe
One last time
Honestly there's nothing more
No revelation on this darkened shore
I can't sleep so what's the difference
What's the use?
If you fell in love with me
I couldn't fall in love with you
Throw it away
I could be sadder, I suppose
I should be shedding tears
And spouting prose
One last time
Not much to say
I wish I felt something more concrete
Something where I could plant my feet
And try to breathe
One last time
I know what you are thinking
I know you wish I wouldn't say
I know what you are thinking
I know you wish I wouldn't
Be so blatant, indifferent
Give me a reason not to say
Throw it away
I could be sadder, I suppose
I should be shedding tears
And spouting prose
One last time
Not much to say
I wish I felt something more concrete
Something where I could plant my feet
And try to breathe
One last time