Look I've never been a man to speak of emptiness
But now deep inside my heart I've got an empty chest
I know a little more of man and of negligence
But i know that deep down inside I've got no regrets
Cos i met a girl and she made me feel like everything
She made me feel even with nothing that I'll always win
A lovely person and her face kept up a lovely grin
Lived barely two decades but i know more than half of sin
So i met this girl on the gram and we got talking
Not actually cos for years I've been stalking
Trying to get her to know that I'm existing
But deep down i know I'm not her spec and thats interesting
But i still kept up my head said i was worth her while
Cos mummy told me ever since i was a special guy
More of a hopelesss romantic with a bloodshot eye
My mums a legend and i know that legends never die
Back to the story mans i stalked this girl for days
Double tapping all her pics and screengrabbing oh my days
I was obsessed if thats the word, obsessed is what they say
Cos shes got this kind of smile that could brighten up your day
So i mustered up the courage and i slid in to her DM's
Started acting corny asking shawty if we could be friends
And then she hit me back I'm surprised i couldn't pretend
So i hit her back immediately without thinking was intense
Now we talking for a week or two and i thought i had her sprung
She was shouting me on the gram and nothings feeling wrong
And my guys telling me ive got a special kind of one
But i knew that it was fair to say the thing we had was strong
So now we kinda dating linking up at my ends
I guess it's time for her to meet Sammy and all my friends
Now I'm terrified cos these niggas are funny kind of idiots
One bad statement and they could crash all of my billiards
So the day of the linkup we started talking
Told her how my night went after we said our good mornings
I knew something was off but i tried to ignore it
Then she said we need to talk, I'm like damn lay it on me
She like homeboy I'm sorry I've played you for a fool
What we had was special i love you cos you're cool
Our vibe is like my everything you're not the normal dude
But I've gotta work on me, I'm going through heartbreaks too
So now I'm feeling quizy trying to understand
Was it something that i did or PTSD from her man
Was i pressuring her too much or was we just meant for the gram?
I couldn't feel my legs again, my head was spinning like a fan
But i just hit her back saying yes i understand
You're dealing with your own shit, i feel as best as you can
You had a crazy human you were saying is your man
But you took me to Neverland girl you're my Peter pan
But its cool tho i get it, you're scared of falling in love
Last time you gave your heart away it was tossed in the dump
The nigga had you good you was sprunger than sprung
So take your time to sort it out figure out I'm the one