My Demons

[Intro]
So, you were talking about demons. Tell me more about these demons and how they've effected you

[Verse 1: Jimmy Donn]
It was a cold February back in two-thousand two
And I was mad at mom's for doing what moms usually do
She wanted to talk to me but I simply refused
I had a short fuse, plus I was young and confused
But what pursued would change who I am as a person
Threw my life in reverse and things suddenly worsened
A week later I got a call from my sister in tears
I could tell something's wrong, she hasn't called me in years
At first it was unclear, I could barely make out her words
I thought she got in a accident but it was something much worse
The next thing she told me to this day still hurts
It haunts me, I'm convinced that my life's forever cursed
She said "Get to Regions Hospital, mom's about to die"
I was so shocked and out of my mind I couldn't cry
I held her hand and told her "I place no one above you"
As she died I whispered in her ear "I'm sorry mom, I love you"

[Chorus: Jimmy Donn]
(Agh!) What you heard is just one of the reasons
My life is haunted and I'm tormented by demons
They stay connected to me preventing my freedom
They pulse through my veins and at night I can see them
They tell me "Put a gun to your head and just end it"
At times I can feel my entire life descending
But I walk with a smile because I'm a pretender
It's just me alone inside with my demons forever

[Verse 2: GrewSum]
My demon feels real, it's fire in my chest
It's that constant urge to snap that I'm trying to suppress
I ain't lying, I'm a mess
Fucking tired of the stress that comes along with being pissed off and wildly depressed
And even though I'm doing better at coping with all these problems
It doesn't mean I'm cured, I promise I still got 'em
I can still feel it burning, right under my skin
It ain't a matter of if I'm gonna slip, it's only when
It's not a simple life when you always have to deal with unwarranted emotions that you don't know why you feel
I used to think it'd pass, figured time would heal
But it doesn't, I had demons I was trying to conceal
Feeling violent even though that's not who I am
I would go from wanting to kill everybody to fucking crying
Suicidal, feeling like I might be better off dying 'cause I'm all alone
Only friends with darkness and the demon trapped inside 'em

[Chorus: Jimmy Donn]
(Agh!) What you heard is just one of the reasons
My life is haunted and I'm tormented by demons
They stay connected to me preventing my freedom
They pulse through my veins and at night I can see them
They tell me "Put a gun to your head and just end it"
At times I can feel my entire life descending
But I walk with a smile because I'm a pretender
It's just me alone inside with my demons forever (agh!)
What you heard is just one of the reasons
My life is haunted and I'm tormented by demons
They stay connected to me preventing my freedom
They pulse through my veins and at night I can see them
They tell me "Put a gun to your head and just end it"
At times I can feel my entire life descending
But I walk with a smile because I'm a pretender
It's just me alone inside with my demons forever