Based on the movie Trainspotting, a song about addiction. Basically a double entendre. While the movie is about a heroin addict, this takes another approach relating that to an addiction to music.
[Produced by Malcolm "Chop" Smalls]
[Verse 1]
Adrenaline soars, feet start to lift from the floors
I been here before, cooking up, begging for more
Seen it all, know what's there before the flip of the card
Slip and I fall, the rock bottoms beginning to soft
I swear it, I don't know no niggas in paris, I know
People in prison, niggas was careless, I Hope
Somehow finishing bottles refills a spirit
I go, nodding off, for these next minutes I'm fearless
Addiction's a muhfucka, sun up to sun up
Cut the bowl with lion's tail until I'm dumb and dumber
Just watching years pass, we ain't getting younger
Some of us got careers, I chose a different come up
Searching for a hit, got me further in
Like I'm supposed to ditch what I finally know my purpose is
Word is bond shit is stronger than a percocet
Better living off this high before I work to death
[Chorus]
Let this feeling be forever... (Repeated)
Get so gone, so numb
Been so lost, been so dumb
Let this feeling be forever
[Verse 2]
Do what we gotta mañana we'll try repenting
Knocked on these doors so long they started denting
Had to cool out the mouth, beyond dentyne
But these cats doing half ass jobs started to tempt me
Lemme fall back til I'm back to my senses
Bought so much gear thought I was rentin'
Every word inked with tension until my pension
Whole team bodying things, figure we henchmen
Uhhh, in my blood it's intravenous
Goin' for the kill not kenan
I'm beyond niggas, shit is larger than he is
When I'm aimin' for the top, I'm not shooting for what you think with
As fire as a pink slip, shit is on point
Replace the needle then we heatin' up the joint
The procedure, the time I have no care in the world
Dope shit, got it wrapped like furl
[Chorus]
[Outro]
Gotta be gone, baby I Gotta cause
Even though I want you deep up in my arms
I just shut off, you driving me to my calm
Don't worry if we tanked, let the cadillac run
You get me when nobody else can get me, god
Better than sex, a different way that you get me off
Ain't a dame in the same vein that you are
She rescued me from so much harm, my heroine
Mother Superior was written by Malcolm Smalls.
Mother Superior was produced by Malcolm “Chop” Smalls.