Verse 2
If I die tonight
Will my life be buried inside
Or will it take away sadness from the mental minds
With a stray bullet to the heart
Man this life is turning really dark
Yeah but I can’t see past the sparks
Cause everything relies on the heart
But it doesn’t want to drive in the dark
Yeah I look at my mind
And I face my life
Nothing really takes the spark inside my grind
Cause I’ve been trying this life everyday
But I can never really take the pain
Cause everything is turning into mental ways
Yeah I don’t ever take a break
But for you baby I might just wait
Yeah the question of the day
Will these evil thoughts still haunt my brain
Or will it just take the pain
And bury it inside of lames
Or put my songs inside of the innocent mind
And prove to people that I’m not that type of guy
To just buy a diamond chain
And rock that shit till it fades
I’m not the type of guy for jewelry on my wrist
I’m more the guy to live my life in a bliss
Yeah it’s been a minute since I took a tug
Of that long ass blunt
So it can help my mind so it can fade away
Yeah my useless days are turning into darker ways
Where all the reals are acting fake
And all the fuck faces
Are turning into lame faces
But they don’t show the real you
But they show the fake ones you can see through
Cause all it is fake life’s or fake minds
Who take there time to strive
On others to live there life
But they can’t see the mental images
Of the other kids who live within
So they find themselves dying inside
Cause all they know is do or die and that’s life
Verse 2:
Tell me why
Depression has a certain mental mind
Where it can take your lack of grind
And kill you in the inside
But it can turn you into something else
And make your life feel like a burning hell
So you take the strive and take the time
So you can’t take your pain and mental minds
To go and try and fight for what’s not your rights
So you put on the fuck fake mask
And live your life like it’s your last
You try to act hood but everything inside you is good
So you try to impress your friends
And make you feel like your lame because of it
But you take out mind
And put it on the dies
So you can take your mental mind
And strive for what’s inside
But can’t live the life that you idolize
So you take the pain
And bury it inside
So you live your life
With pain and nothing inside