Love On Hold

(Intro)
I know that you don’t look at a nigga the same
What’s the point of saying sorry to do it again
You could throw the book at me give me the chains
But listen and really look at it, just let me explain

(Bridge 1)
Cause I can’t even hide it like it ain’t finna show
I swear you know the truth and when it ain’t getting told
Getting roped in my lies, can’t hang anymore
But it’s some things on my mind that I think you should know

(Verse 1)
My pride don’t ever let me open up and I know
Man all the shit that I done seen it ain’t no trusting these hoes
The same shit that I done did that’s how I know it for sure
I’m so insecure, every time you go out the door
My shame, got me feeling like
I was your superhero now I live the villain life
Compared to you it look like I’ll never get it right
I’m fake as fuck and I don't know what being real is like
So much on my mind
No lie, I’m fucked up inside
Everything I touch get fucked up that’s why
People always judging me like
I don’t know it’s hard to love me sometimes

(Bridge 2)
You don’t give a fuck what I say but you just wanna know
Is it a fuck thing or do I got a thing for them hoes?
Is it a love thing, listen I’ll explain so you know
Its a love I get from you that I just can’t from them hoes

(Verse 2)
You always tell a nigga that I been like this
My excuse is always baby all men like this
All men cheat, maybe all men don’t slip
Like it’s just gonna justify why I be lying and shit
When I’m the same nigga as well, same bitch on the cell
Putting bitches on planes, paying cash for tels'
Even cheating with them bitches while my ass jail
Should’ve deleted all the pictures that I had of Janel
But it wasn’t like that
Man I swear to god, that I can’t catch a charge, for the one I didn’t do
Is that my karma coming right back
Got a nigga sick and
If you give me my own medicine I’ll probably taste it and be like man ion like that
I know how you feel
I been bringing you these problems all these years
Keep it real tell me how you still could fuck with me
I know you can’t forgive me and I know what it is
I’m the father of your kids do you feel like you stuck with me?
You still here through all the fuckery
Them other niggas thinking lucky me
And all the stress and the tears that’s because of me
It’s bad luck to be in love with me

(Bridge 3)
I did the same shit again that I did from before
But this time it ain’t the same that’s the thing that I know
You don’t wanna stay but you don’t wanna go
So right now you gotta put the love on hold

(Verse 3)
I know that you ain’t tryna listen to the thoughts I express
But you could talk to me until we figure out what’s next
I got doubts, regret, stress, pain, guilt
And everything a nigga who got shame could feel
I need to stop making promises and change for real
That’s if I really give a fuck about the pain you feel, when I’m causing it
Started out with some now I’m creating all of it
My mama never told me that love would be as hard as this
And how to deal with all this shit
Piece a cake I wouldn’t call it this
I want to have and eat the cake, I want all my gifts
Blow the candles, that’s all I wish
And you the last muthafucker that I think I’d fall out with
But I ain’t think about the dog I been
Thinking I won’t get caught
Couple bitches, weed, and liquor involved
That’s all it takes to bring the dog out him
Rolling dice on the life and the vibe and sometime on the lamb
It cost everything that’s an expensive hand
Nigga lost everything at the expense of the fam
But that’s a price of a boy who ain’t became a man