Lost

She said to move on
But I ain't ever felt a love so strong
She said that shes gone
But i ain't never had that type of bond

She said to move on which I did
But why is she in my head every damn minute
Longing for something like a little kid
Reminiscing over something that has already finished
Can't shake the pain Can't shake the feeling
It hurt me so bad and its only the beginning

When i fell for you that was a trust fall
You let me hit the ground harder than jerichos wall
You left me like leaves leave trees in the fall
They say love never dies thats what i hang onto
Then i realize that i cannot undo
Call me hannah baker cause im so depressed
Everyday im getting lighter like a tube of crest
Let me take you into my mind that is one big mess

I feel like i am lost in americas mall
I feel more depressed when i drink alcohol
I feel like im in a crowd where everyone is too tall
I feel like i have no one nobody to call
I wanna feel excitement like when you find a tennis ball
I can't find excitement cause i come back to bawl
I wanna climb up a mountain and just free fall

I feel like im a fag cause my feelings too deep
I see you when im in a paradoxical sleep
I wanna see you ride in a big orange jeep
I wann lay with you in the ssummer on the beach

I wish we could just start over and forget
I wish that i could go back to the day that we met
I wish that we were playing basketball nothing but net
I wish i didn't have to live with this fucking regret