Losing Myself

[Chorus]
Sometimes, I feel I’m
Losin’ myself
I keep on runnin’ from Hell
The only one in this world
Sometimes, I feel I’m
Losin’ myself
The only one in this world
In need of some help

[Verse 1]
I’m cryin’ for help but no one’s lendin’ a hand
‘Cause when I’m dyin’ for water, people are sendin’ me sand
I’m at the end o’ the map, hate, I’m sendin’ it back
I’m adrenaline jacked, snake makes a render attack, please
I try to stay strong for my little brother
They idolise above ‘em, I’m the one they look up ta
Kept fightin’ with my mother, great pressure it creates
Where you try to keep ‘em safe by endin’ all the pain
I was beggin’ for some change, mood portrayed an angry teen
I was ankle deep in shit like my life is anti-clean
Not a guy would stand for me, you’re all just chicken shit
I spit to live but I slit my wrists thinkin’ this is it
Call me crimson kid, all the blood leaves me red
A haunted moment finally over by seein’ death
I need a friend, I’m convergin’ my mind
I’m searchin’ for life feelin’ so depersonalised

[Chorus]
Sometimes, I feel I’m
Losin’ myself
I keep on runnin’ from Hell
The only one in this world
Sometimes, I feel I’m
Losin’ myself
The only one in this world
In need of some help

[Verse 2]
Stung by a little bee, the force of a scorpion
‘Cause death’s a competition and I have to win the tournament
The poorest kid, dark eyes for the crying sort
Supporting life gets nothing when the life support’s
Fighting war against people with a striking force
‘Cause rap and Psych Ward’s the only things worth dying for
This heart’s some iron ore, it’s scratched by a tiger claw
I write these songs, a career I’m relyin’ on
I have to find myself, yet I’m cryin’ ‘til I melt
A life up in a cell, spirits tied between the worlds
My time’s to be expelled, yeah, I’m livin’ the dream
Given receipt, too many times I was kicked in the teeth
This is defeat, I was given the original seed
A primitive freak who suddenly got into a beat
My thinkin’ is deep, chicken with the synchronous sleep
‘Cause havin’ a coma has made me livin’ my dreams, what?

[Chorus]
Sometimes, I feel I’m
Losin’ myself
I keep on runnin’ from Hell
The only one in this world
Sometimes, I feel I’m
Losin’ myself
The only one in this world
In need of some help