Let me die

Tell me why their is always a reason why why i took to much pills and i feel like i am going to die why i took to much pills and i want to drown and i want to die please let me die. i don't want live in this world no more where theirs all these girls that make you feel like you want to die i just want to die please gun to my eye pull the trigger than die just let me die. i don't want to live in this world no more yea you know i am just going to die some more. and i take to much pills i am bout to take some morе i don't what will fix it when i am off these pills no morе.yeah i am just going to die in my sorrow drown till i die kill my self yea i'll die i don't want to do this anymore take a couple pills ta some more yeah