let me close my eyes

[Verse 1: J_c0b_Raps]
Look, been tryna get through all my pain
I'm insane, no matter what, I feel the same
I don't know when I can ever feel safe
I know that I have you, but feels you don't care
Or maybe that I ain't enough
My heart has been ripped, it's got some tears
I know that there's times where you don't give a fuck
Or times where you feel I ain't enough
But I can still supply my love
I've been fightin' and tryin', tryna supply some light
But I don't know why I even put up a fight
I cry myself to sleep every night
You never hear, you never pay attention
Dad, know I've been hurtin'
Not that you care, you'd checkup more
So, fuck it, I'm gon' walk out the door
Dad, you've made me feel worthless
But ma, you've helped me find a purpose
Yeah, you too, baby, I love you for helpin' me when I feel like I ain't worth it
I know I come with baggage, but you help
You never put my feelings on the shelf
You make me feel better 'bout myself
I'm sorry if I ever hurt you
I don't deserve you
But I'm never gonna desert you
I'm never gonna leave and hurt you

[Chorus: D3d0xigen]
Je veux tenter, de repartir de zéro
Passer à une autre vie
Pourquoi ai-je été choisi

[Verse 2: INFINITY]
Yeah, time been moving fast, I've been moving slow
Don't know, they all just hate on me 'cause I cannot condone
Every single day tryna live and focus
I'm losing all emotions
And I'm sorry I couldn't stay a while
And I'm living life in some self-denial
And I'm trying to make it right for us tonight

[Chorus: D3d0xigen]
Je veux tenter, de repartir de zéro
Passer à une autre vie
Pourquoi ai-je été choisi

[Outro: J_c0b_Raps]
I don't know why I'm still fightin'
I don't wanna keep tryin'
But I know it's all for you, ooh