J has fallen into a state of depression, which lands him in a mental institution, after his girlfriend dies. The song is basically all the thoughts running through his mind, with the constant confusion that he has.
Chorus
Depression setting in, I can't contain
These feelings that I'm feeling, I can't explain
Depression setting in, I can't contain
These feelings that I'm feeling, I can't explain
Verse 1
Gang
The way I feel right now, its un-explainable
My brain and my heart, have never been more, separable
Its hard you know
You say Ive got no reasons to be sad
Then why do I feel sad
The prescription medication nah it dont work anymore
No grasp over my emotions, I got no control
My doctor telling me, Ive got a problem, my response is, of course Ive got a problem
Chorus
Depression setting in, I can't contain
These feelings that I'm feeling, I can't explain
Depression setting in, I can't contain
These feelings that I'm feeling, I can't explain
Verse 2
They call me young then give me all this responsibility
They call me reckless, when I retaliate and show more negativity
Everybody telling me, Ive gotta be this, I gotta do that, I gotta try this, nigga
I ain't trying to fit into your politically correct utopia
I'm just trying to do, what I love, my own criteria
I ain't sorry if this offends you nigga
I identify as unoffensive (2018)
I feel like theres two people in my brain
I dont think my heart can take the strain
I ain't your friend cause you is just fake
AN maybe I ain't been through a whole lot of shit
But everyone gets, there fair share
The troubles of my context
They keeping me so depressed
Please dont make me more stressed
Cause I can't even process
I feel like Im a disgrace, a disgrace