(ACT I)
Runaway
Called the cops
I'm on the news
I'm on TV
Six feet under
Can't be me
I'm burned on a cross
Like old times
That's the way
Immolation
I love it
Never had to be a firestarter
Pyromania is what I do
Afterlife
Burn all the fields
Get my home back
She not so nice back
Recovering addict
That's a shame boy
I love traumatizing
So I'm there all the time
In your thoughts
Days on days
Nightmares of me
I'm so happy
You think of me
My red eyes
Crazy hair
Shut wide mouth
It's my presencе
It's too scary
Not the blood dripping from my arms
It's the face boy
Gеt it twisted
I'm holding a machete
How you not staring at that
Instead of my red eyes
I'm look tell tale slasher
End up in a king classic
Not like the wise
I can better than that
He comes once in a lifetime
I'm here forever
Now your trapped in my mind for life
Fake you out
Play you out
She a player
Take you out
Play you out
Don't speak
I'm elite
Top the draw
Hit on hits
You call a guy
To get to a man like me
Never seen
In the shadows
Before you breathe
You blink twice
Your spraying from the neck
One last blink you can stare into my eyes
I'm horny
Love your dead eyes
I can play with
Not so safe now
It's a game now
In my afterlife
Your never safe now
Trapped in my mind
(ACT II)
Break break break
Breaking through the walls
Staring through the walls
Can't call
Creepy crawly laws
Hey pretty boy
You think your going boy
A safe house
For my mind
In my mind
Now your trapped on sight
Eyes staring from the sky
The overseer
Never gonna break free
Now I can snap you legs
Break your face
Lace your face
Or crack an egg
Your dropped kid
This your brain on drugs
It's where Alan goes
Watch him go
His insane in the membrane
Can't you see him go
Watch him go
And go
His off the walls kid
Died years ago
Now he in my afterlife
That's how you disappear forever and ever
That's so cynical
Trapped
Your clapped
Trapped
Your back
Trapped
In my walls
Scream for help boy
It's my life boy
My sandbox your fucked
I see rainbows
I see stars
I'm a liveleakstar
I see toys
I see fun
I love fun
So go grab gun
I'll teach you my old ways
In my mind
Lost forever
In my mind
Your not safe boy
This ain't no game boy
Limb from limb
Pull you apart
Call your boys
Your screaming mercy
I have no mercy
Gory tapes
It's a hit boy
Star is me
Your the cover
Money man
Showstopper
New fame
Standing on top of a thousand corpses
Scream joy
Do I dance for more
They fall for more
Trickiest book
Never gonna get my looks
Or my special ways
Luring them in
Like taking candy from a baby
She grown she a lady
Tied to my bed
In locks and chains
Braided hair
Crying eyes
Pink sheets
Black hair
Broken ribs
Slashed arms
Bruised legs
She my lover
She my lady
Now crawl here my dear
Sweet Anastasia
(ACT III)
Run far away
You can't keep up my mind
It's getting too much I might take it out
On you
Or I could drown in a tub
It's filling bad
It's full of meth I crystallise
Freeze up I'm chilling
Livestream the show it's thrilling
For me
And you
Can see my demise
I'm real time
So you can put me on your page to forget about me in one weeks time
In the end
I'm full of peroxide
I'm standing up straight
Eyes shut wide open
The hills have eyes
The walls can breathe
Scream and shout my name
Before it's too late
Breathe in
Breathe out
Get ready for takeoff
Skin turning blue
Legs going numb
I'm shaking
I got a blade
Make it quicker one last time
Up the arms
Bath not to full it's spilling
I'm shaking it's tearing them apart
I'm trapped in your mind
I made you do this
I'm in your walls
I'm crawling on your skin
Skin can't rip away
Till you touch the skin
It's falling apart
The blood is going out
Free from your mind
Running down the stairs
Gasping screams trembling feet
Call them please
Save her so I can let it go
Stayed to long on her
It's suffering
Never peace at mind
Now the show can laugh
Smile and wave
Say hi to the family
Crying in the back
While there daughter gargles in the bath
Flooding the scene
It's dead on arrival
I'm fading to black
It's numb
Just like I close my eyes
To fall asleep
Never had that since I entered your mind
It's gone
Cutting my wrists
Overdose
Suicide
It's my life
To be gone
It's all right
I'm fine now
When I fade to black
Breathe in
Breathe out
I'm fading to black
It's numb
Just like I close my eyes
To fall asleep
Never had that since I entered your mind
It's gone
Cutting my wrists
Overdose
Suicide
It's my life
To be gone
It's all right
I'm fine now
When I fade to black
It's all a dream sweet pea
In the Mind of John Carcer was written by John Carcer.
In the Mind of John Carcer was produced by Souljahsoulz & John Carcer.
John Carcer released In the Mind of John Carcer on Sat Apr 01 2023.