If You Lived Here

I kept my head in the clouds
With no intention of coming down
And then you came, and you saw, and then you left
Now I walk through new towns
Wasted, fucked up, and proud
Of each creation, destruction, what comes next
You got all that I do
In the absence of you
I check the boxes that [?] stays the same
And I can move forever without the willingness to change

And if you lived here
You would be home now
If you lived here
You would be home now
(Hey!)

Empty your pockets right now
You're gonna pay me somehow
Look, I don't want a problem with you
And I walk past him each day
Strung out, awkward, afraid
In broad daylight, it's [?] to see
[?] to the car
By the lives you discard
Guess I can go away [?]
I'll change the backdrop of this [?]

And if you lived here
You would be home now
If you lived here
You would be home now
(Hey!)

I can't, I won't, 'cause [?]
You can lose me now, forget me now
I'll hold you close just one more time
I'll let you go, then say goodbye

I kept my head in the clouds
With no intention of coming down
And then you came, and you saw, and then you left